Friday, February 20, 2015

Catch up on the drama!

(C)-Cassandra, dated four times
(D)-Dieunifere, dated nine times
(T)-Tamia, close Jamaican friend
(Sh)-Shania, another Jamaican friend
(Sa)-Sanjay, one more Jamaican friend
(S)-Senay- Kylah's best friend
(A)-Ashly, Kylah's ex and my teddy bear
(R)-Rieshanna- Jamaican close friend.

  Well where do i begin being gay is one thing, being a lesbian is another.

  I attend Lauderhill 6-12 and these three girls are a pain in my but. 1 of them i dated nine times, the other i dated 4 times, and the last one I'm currently dating.

  The one I'm currently dating (K) she doesn't like my ex the one i dated four times (C). So at one point in time they did want to fight and i didn't mind. However (C) does have a boyfriend and now she's telling me that she is just not feeling it with her current boyfriend. And that she wants to be with someone else. Since I am her bestie we have long heart to heart conversations, and today's was about how they don't talk or communicate, They don't even have any classes with each other. So I guess she likes someone else and doesn't think her relationship with him is even going to where.

  Then after she finished spilling her tea I began to spill mines. I told her of how me and my current girlfriend (k) don't even argue what so ever. We have two classes together yet we somehow find a way to spend the whole day together, which i find absolutely adorable. I told her of how we would hold hands as we walked to class, have endless conversations with each other about absolutely anything or anything that comes to our mind. In comparison to dating (C) me and (K) can talk about absolutely anything, no matter what it's about or who it's about; we support each other. Now the part I definitely didn't want to tell her about for I though she would be way too jealous, and that was about all the kissing we do. At lunch at the table she would hold my hand and cuddle in my arms for warmth. Then after we have dumped our trays, us and a couple other girls would head into the bathroom to just chill until the bell rang. I would sometimes sit on the floor or stand. When I sit on the floor she would sit in my lap and we would make out laugh and joke with the others. But when I'm standing she would grapple her hands around me and we would stand together, and I would kiss her cheek ever so often. Then when the bell rang we would make out, then head to classes and give each other a kiss before heading our separate ways.

  Today I was suppose to walk her home and I was, until she told me that she was going to join the track team, since I was on the flag football team. She was doing this with her best friend (S). I was proud of her, so as we exited our seventh period holding hands, when she told me the news I hugged her lifting her off the ground and into my arms. There was practice today, and since I couldn't walk her home, I walked her to the track where the practice will be held. We kissed a lot before hugging and exchanging "I Love You" and going our separate ways.

  There was a problem with her joining track though, one of my ex's whom doesn't like her either (D), the one i dated nine times. She was doing track as well and I was hoping there wouldn't be no big commotion without me there, or else things would get ugly. With that in mind i decided to walk my ex home (C), and in that time frame was when she told me of all of her boyfriend issues and problems.

TO BE HONEST
-To be honest, I think that they should just support me.
-To be honest, I think my crush actually likes me in that way.

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